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[Oct. 9th, 2005|02:36 am] |
Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?
Basking in your victory,
Hollow and alone
While you boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll listen.
While you're left with nothing tangible to gain. |
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[May. 4th, 2005|01:48 am] |
I want to level this place
Everyone in it can go |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|01:03 am] |
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lets make out. |
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| jewish humor compliments of Ariel |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|06:01 pm] |
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funlovin12: You know if you're a jewish redneck if you think KKK stands for Really Really Kosher.
funlovin12: Jesus walks in to an inn with 3 nails, gives them to the innkeeper and says: Could you put me up for the night?
funlovin12: What's the difference between Jesus and a picture of Jesus?
spedish redhead: what?
funlovin12: It only takes one nail to hang up the picture. |
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| why you gotta hate |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|03:00 pm] |
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adamjonestone: i was gona have a poster that on the side facing the gays it say "fags suck" then the other side facing the protesters saying "gays rule" and start a riot against myself
I dont understand what that demonstration this morning accoplished. Truely unnerving but pointless. Like everyone in our school has suddenly come to the conclusion that they dont like gay peeople. Fuck them anyways. What a waste of life. How pathetic. We are christians but we "hate fags". www.godhatesfags.com
ever since we were little we were told to stand up for ourselves but in this situation we were told to keep our heads straight and ignore it. I understand in part why this would be nessisary but there are ways to voice your opinion with out it resulting in a negative mannor.
What a wonderful day for a protest.
I think tonight I am going to go tanning with Tanya and Margarita. Then possibly wings with Sammy and Jamie. I dunno yet. I need to take a nap I think.
th th th th thats all fucks. : ) |
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| f life |
[Jan. 14th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
I hate this. I hate these time periods where everything sucks... I hate me and this world and crying.
f it all. i'm out |
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| Who are you ..who who who who. |
[Dec. 10th, 2003|03:03 pm] |
Somtimes when I walk in the buisy halls in between my classes I look at the strangers around me. Its funny to listen to other peoples conversations in the halls. From that it is quite easy to pick out who the dorks are to the intelligent ones. There was this one boy that I saw today and he was such a dork. It seemed as if he was completly confident in his dorkiness but I wondered if he knew. Which also makes me wonder what people see when they look at me. Last night at the chorus rehersal I was looking at everyone on stage and my eyes fell apon this kid that I have heard to be gay. It was the first thing I thought when I looked at him of my own defult. His sexuality doesnt phase me either way but it bothered me that I just associated him with homosexuality. If thats what I first think of when I look at him then what is a strangers first impression of me..what do my friends really think. I wonder if some of my secrets that were told to a 'mute' ear have eventually been public knowledge. Anymore I dont really tell people things that I dont want everyone to know because from past experiences it seems like everyone was eventually destined to know eveerything that I have ever confided. There are very few people that I can say that I trust completely. Jean pat yourself on the back because you happen to be one of them. wow.. I heart my ability to ramble on. I suppose I will stop now that there really isnt a topic to this anymore.
tata for now. |
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| snow derocks my face |
[Dec. 5th, 2003|07:03 pm] |
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Now its time to introduce a new concept. Taking your Sats with a hangover!!brought to you inpart by Tanya Heisy.
rawr it better not be snowy like this all week end. I will just cry if I cant see Jean!
me duele la estumigo. rawr. es del nieve..me hace enfermo.
estoy fuera de aqui. fuckers. |
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| at eleven everyone just stand up |
[Nov. 24th, 2003|03:40 pm] |
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so.. my weekend was good. Friday I worked and then hung out with Jean. Saturday I went to Jeans show with Amy and then went over to Tanyas for a lil birthday celebration. Sunday I hung out with Jean.
I change my mind about Sundaays. I just hate sunday nights. Mondays are gay. I'm always so like.. blah on mondays. I dont really fully function until tuesday at like noon maybe. My body walks but my brain just sleeps..then somtime around thursday night my brain again stops functioning in anticipation of friday.
I have to write somthing for the scolastic thing but I dunno what to write about. suggestions? I can actually write anything but I think I'm sticking to the journalism catagory.
leave. |
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| doobe dooobieeeee dooo.... |
[Nov. 16th, 2003|07:16 pm] |
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This week end was completly and utterly... uneventful.
Here I sit..bored out of my minddddd.....
blarg.
I rode up to Pottersmills with my mother to meet my dad and drop my sister off..yay I got to see my dad.. I miss them all so much.
dododododooooo..blah.. I have energy but I dont have anythig to do with itt....I feel like I should go somewhee. orr run or somthing.. hmm.. well maybe not. I havent' really gone commpletly insane.yet..
I'm out of here. |
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| There has to be a better way to do this... |
[Nov. 13th, 2003|10:05 pm] |
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So today was just damned from the start. I came home today after school to an electric free house. Yes.. we lost our electricy for like the 50th time this year. My mom told me that Tatum had a seizure today and that she peed while she was doing it. Lately she has been peeing around the house alot while we aren't home--this is the reason why. The conclusion to that mess is that Tatum has a brain tumor. Isn't that lovely?
I came home went shopping for a little, drank my punkin spice cappacino and then went to work. Everything went smothly there.
Then I came home and Pat told me that Dillon (my little brother) called. I called up there and I had to tell them all that I wasn't going to be comming up this week end because I had to work sunday. That didnt go over very well. The conclusion out of that mess--I am the worlds worst sister, friend, and daughter.
Now I sit in the dark. Being pissed off at my self for doing the things that I do and pissed off at myselffor beng so upset over this. I really hate crying.
And there are so many other unresolved issues..andalkjdfas..
hmm.. I must think of somthing positive to say.. Smile because tomorrow is going to be worse. I tryed.
I'm sorry.
Have a good night. |
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| The never ending storrryyeeeeeeeeeee |
[Nov. 12th, 2003|03:41 pm] |
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I hate this weather so much. It depresses me. So now that I'm posting I'm not sure what I really had to say. Same day..same situations.. bleh.
Last night I had a dream that I was drunk and I fell down all these stairs. Hmmm...Thats the first timeI have ever drempt of being drunk and its sort of weird. I really felt like I was ddrunk. My head was so heavy. I was using this stuff that was like beer/milk for in my cereal. It was some crazy shit.
Its amazing how much I have changed in the past few years. Most of these changes were postive but others speak for themselves. Friend ships have faded and others just vanquished. Its strange really--how change can creap up on you and bite you in the ass. This crazy thing called life...
I'm done with you for now.tata |
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| What a wonderful day for an exorcism. |
[Nov. 10th, 2003|03:13 pm] |
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Somthing posessed me to post in here. I'm not sure what it was. Maybe I'm just bored with xanga because I have had it for almost a year and a half. Things do get old.
So.. my week end was fun... a mix of mall madness and Jean. yay
hmm. I cant do spiffy smileys in here can I....that kinda sucks.
Monday morning...it was all I hoped it would be....
that is all.
tata |
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[Sep. 29th, 2003|08:10 pm] |
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Live journal is the epitome of gay. |
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